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Intro
01:31
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It's Alright To Be Angry
07:15
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Mentally blocked, not by trivial problems, but even by basic needs.
It's alright to be angry,
It's alright to hate living,
It's alright to be depressed, to feel, like...
// Dead, tired, stressed//
// Alone, fucked, tired of misery//
//Locked in a miserable bathroom, so that's how it ends, how it end, it ends!//
//Sick, sick of you,
tired of misery.
can't even handle myself//
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Bipolar Disorder
05:34
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Intro - Ecpatia
Pyschonaut 4:
Dejected by the long night of which I don't remember what I did,
I have scars without memories,
A cursed darkness that blinds me and stops me from being myself...
Ecpatia :
I am not...
I'm pitful
I'm cursed
Pyschonaut:
I am GOD!
I am Fear!
I'm the Almighty!
I'm the Lord!
Ecpatia:
I am fucked!
I am drunk!
Feel me!
NOW!
Pyschonaut:
Leave me alone - x4
Why me!? - x2
WHYYYYY!
Go away! x2
leave me! x2
NOOOOO!
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The Power of God
05:09
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The power of god
Time to wake up, time to feel, to see, to be, to try, to kill.
Take a knife and feel it's sharp, is it OKAY to start? here we go then, take that gun!... here we go again...
Don't rush, Do not trust anyone else than yourself...
How do you feel? a bit anxious? a bit nervous? This is expected.
If you need to stop and need to breathe, that's OK then, but don't hold it so long 'cause will lose yourself.
Here we are the right place, Don't be afraid... you've prepared yourself so well.
Check your list and make sure nothing is missing.
See the sky, see them to their eyes!
Is this the power of god?!...
Not yet! x2
You must end it...END IT.
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Amelia, 11 years old
03:26
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Hay momentos en que en medio de la oscuridad te descubres a ti mismo.
Hay momentos en que en medio de la luz quieres desaparecer.
Hay momentos que en medio del placer tú también quieres perecer.
Hay momentos en que en medio de la agonía se descubre el motivo para continuar.
Simplemente hay momentos en que existe y momentos en que no.
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Expecting to see you back,
While I'm here cutting to forget my past,
In darkness looks like I was born, light bothers me so much,
And sometimes is better the noise than the calm.
Sometimes is better the noise than the calm!!!
//Black or white, no gray, pain, and scars no way to forget...to forgive//
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What haunts me this time?
Nothing has happened but I feel bad.
I'm hyperventilating and I can't stop crying.
I have the feeling that something bad is going to happen or that something is happening, it's just that I don't realize it...
I am not afraid of death...or suicide, It will always be an option.
Why do I feel so worthless?
This anxiety is killing me!
I wish I could disappear.
I've lost myself in these last few months.
Although my life has held up well, I am not.
I feel like I no longer have reasons...
Inside of me! Everything is rotten! it's broken!
Why everything! Why this?!
We want to find some sort of peace.
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Sexual Abuse
04:58
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Sexual Abuse
The fire burns me down,
Fight makes no sense,
can't understand how to feel.
Questions here and there, die or live.
Life matters but death too.
And if you think about it, death is the only real truth.
Drugs are not enough.
And I'm not sure to pray for still being alive, but I know life is just a joke, a joke.
Pain is nothing against your mind, It will haunt you daily, at nights.
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There are moments when in the midst of darkness you discover yourself.
There are moments when in the midst of light you want to disappear.
There are moments that in the midst of pleasure you also want to perish.
There are times when in the midst of agony the reason to continue is discovered.
There are simply times when it exists and times when it doesn't.
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10. |
Nostalgia By A Bad Trip
06:46
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Ecpatia Costa Rica
Black Sorrow Metal band.
Members:
Father Damien
Karras: Composer, Vocals, Keyboards and Guitar.
The Abysmal: Drums/Backing Vocals.
Forsteri: Guitar.
Beleth: Guitar.
Seraph: Bass.
Country: Costa Rica.
Since 2020
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