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3​:​15 AM (LP) 2021

by Ecpatia

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1.
Intro 01:29
Instrumental
2.
Lost 05:41
Rainy afternoon, or Sunny day, I don't give a fuck, what the weather is if it's night or not, nothing makes sense, since you are gone, and I'm here alone, I still remember your scars, your smile, your eyes, your smell. My fucking nights are so long without you... //You were meant to me, I have failed, I failed, I lost you// You would be so ashamed of me, Now I'm here auto-self destructing, there's no tomorrow, there is nothing beyond, only this fucking guilt that I need to carry...
3.
By My Name 04:40
By my name you will kill! By my name you will hurt! By my name you won't feel! By my name you can't fall! Kill yourself or kill them all! Hurt yourself,y ou piece of shit! Take them and destroy everything and everyone around!
4.
Encierro 03:19
No hay luz, ni ventanas, no hay exterior. Encerrado en mi, en una carcel.
5.
Walking aimlessly, I hear some bells ringing, In solitude and with no purpose to live, I walk aimlessly until I fall, Losing consciousness and disoriented, I wake up thinking that I should not be afraid anymore and I must continue to the bridge in order to wake up from this dream that some call reality. Without looking back I have come to my end, the end of sleep, time to wake up, the coldness and the hunger will end, the tiredness, and insomnia will end. I hear the bells ring for the last time, //The last sound of the bells//
6.
3:15 AM 05:30
I wait for the dawn of my death, I can't free myself, I hate knives and needles, I want, I seek the calm of my gut, Suffering is so much to my bones, I hate myself for not knowing what I have inside, I'm more full of cuts than thoughts.
7.
Outro - Bye 05:01
"Has been long journey, but everything has an end or well, at least that's what I believe, all the hours in the dark, deep in isolation, all this, a reflection of myself, hatred, sadness, anger, our music, my depression. Hope next journey will be something better waiting for me, for now, for you, need to leave... Bye"
8.
Time lost! Hate! Rage! Deception! Love!
9.
Today I will release my suffering! I will make my fantasy real, No more cries, no more fake, Desperate to accomplish this deep, desire and feeling to finish the last chapter. Annoying wasted crowd what a bunch of shit, No more cuts, no more scars, A hard decision to say goodbye in this way but this is how debts have to be paid,blood and tears. Death bless me! I'm going to take what's mine! And my own life. But before...
10.
Laying down on bed, without willing to sleep, can't even walk, can't even move! oh thanks, gods! or whoever the fuck hears me now, for this pain, physical pain, but also inside, Scars remain and I am not going to forget, oh jesus lord the fucking creep! I really hope that you'll enjoy and can hear me 'cause I fuck on your word and your will. To any fucking gods and any fucking deities that supposed to have the control, is this a fucking joke? why am I your pig? Am I a joke? No matter what's next, I'll rise! I hope you can see me, I'll destroy any belief and any lie I've received. I only hope this is my end otherwise, I'll rise, From the dust, from the ashes, from hell, touched by sun. Insecurity, shame, weakness, pain, remorse, suicide attempts, accident, or just a joke. Life is shit! X6 Years have passed, and I'm still here, Touched by sun.
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released January 3, 2021

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Ecpatia Costa Rica

Black Sorrow Metal band.

Members:

Father Damien Karras: Composer, Vocals, Keyboards and Guitar.

The Abysmal: Drums/Backing Vocals.

Forsteri: Guitar.

Beleth: Guitar.

Seraph: Bass.

Country: Costa Rica.

Since 2020
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